EmoLove-4ever

Does anyone have some good Drarry (and/or Dramione) fics up their sleeve that they'd love to share? Perhaps some sort of Supernatural love interest fanfic? Cas-Dean, Dean-Sam, whatever. I'm up for any of it.

You know, I'm not one for yoai. I never have been. But, for what it's worth, I just love how some people flawlessly write out the characters and the story line...

SO.
If anyone could get me some? Of any, or ALL, of it, that would be absolutely wonderful.

Guys, I'm fine... I'm really sorry for that yesterday, I was kind of in a bad mental state... But I'm okay. I talked with my boyfriend about it, as well as a really close friend of mine, Connor, and I think it's just a minor to moderate case of Clinical Depression. Which translates over into a severe case of Depression.. From what I've concluded, I'm just going to have to deal with it until I can get out of this town. I'm fairly certain that that's the reason why nothing is helping. As long as I stay here, no happiness is permanent..

But enough about me.
HOW ARE YOU GUYS??

So lately, I've been getting better... But now, I feel like I might be bipolar. I have these... episodes(?)... of being wayy too happy to be myself. And other times where I just feel so depressed that if someone put a loaded gun in my hand, I would blow my head off without hesitation. I don't know what to do... And sometimes, I spend the whole day going between wanting to jump up and down and smile all the time, to where's the nearest gun. On days where I'm not having those (episodes?), I'm fine during the day. No one texts me, I'm cool with it. I sit in bed all day doing nothing, no thoughts about it. But every night around 9:00, I really start to care. I get overly paranoid. I want to cut. I purge all my food. I want to die! And right now, it's 9. And I'm starting to not feel so good... Am I the only one who feels like this? Anyone else who can tell me if I need to worry about being bipolar? I just don't know what to do....

I've been looking on medical websites and places where there are mental health assessments. They all point towards me having bipolar or bipolar II. I currently am diagnosed with depression... I don't know how to ask my mom to get me assessed... Or if I even should. I have more depressive symptoms. But ever since I've been taking my antidepressants, I've been having more manic symptoms than usual. It's just not me to be as active or energetic as I feel sometimes. It's not my normal self. My mom just thinks it's me getting "better"...


help?

I posted this on imreallyNOTokay, too...

British
[x] You drink a lot of tea.
[ ] You know what a brolly is.  
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[x] You wanted Ben to win X Factor.
[x] You use the word "bugger" or the phrase "bloody hell."
[X] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[ ] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[ ] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[ ] Its football...not soccer.
Total: 4

Australian
[ ] You wear flip flops all year.
[ ] You call flipflops thongs not flip flops.
[x] You love a backyard barbie.
[x] You know a barbie is not a doll.
[x] You love the beach.
[x] Sometimes you swear without realizing.
[ ] You're a sports fanatic.
[ ] You are tanned.
[ ] You're a bit of a bogan.
[ ] You have an Australian something
Total: 4

Italian
[ ] The Sopranos is a great show.
[ ] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[ ] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[x] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[ ] You know Italian songs.
[ ] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[ ] You speak some italian.
[x] You are under 5'10''
[ ] You know what a Italian horn is
[ ] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world!
[ ] You talk with your hands.
Total: 2

Spanish
[ ] You say member instead of Remember.
[ ] You speak spanish or some.
[x] You like tacos.
[ ] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr.
[ ] You are dark skinned.
[ ] You know what a Puta is.
[ ] You talk fast occasionally.
[x] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[x] You know what platanos are.
Total: 3

Russian
[ ] You say villian as: Vee-lon.
[ ] You get short tempered.
[x] You know of somebody named Natasha.
[x] You get cold easily.
[x] Rain is fun for you.
[ ] You get into contests all the time.
[ ] You can easily make do with the cold weather.
Total: 3

Irish
[ ] You think beer is the best.
[ ] You have a bad temper.
[ ] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murph, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y.
[x] You have blue or green eyes.
[x] You like the color green.
[x] You have been to a st. pattys day party.
[ ] You have a family member from Ireland.
[ ] You have blonde hair.
[ ] You have/had freckles.
[ ] Your family get togethers always include drinking and singing.
Total: 3

African
[ ] You say nigga/nukka casually
[ ] You have nappy hair.
[ ] You like rap.
[x] You know how to shoot a gun (  )
[ ] You think President George Walker Bush is racist.
[x] You like chicken. (It's so delicious!)
[x] You like watermelon.
[ ] You can dance.
[ ] You can 'sing' gospel.
Total: 3

Asian
[ ] You have slanty/small eyes.
[x] You like rice a lot
[/] You are good at math.
[x] You have played the piano.
[ ] You have family from asia.
[x] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[ ] Most people think you're chinese.
[ ] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[ ] You go to Baulko.
Total: 3.5

German
[x] You like bread.
[ ] You think German Chocolate is good.
[ ] You Speak some German.
[x] You know what Schnitzel is.
[ ] You hate it when stupid people call you a Nazi.
[x] You went to Pre-school.
[ ] You're over 5'2
Total: 3

Canadian
[x] You like/play/played hockey.
[ ] You love beer.
[x] You say eh.
[x] You know what poutine is.
[x] You speak some french.
[ ] You love Tim Horton's.
[ ] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[ ] You watch/watched degrassi
Total: 4

American
[ ] You hate foriegners.
[ ] You hate non - Christians.
[/] You're lazy.
[ ] You hate abortion.
[ ] But love the death penalty.
[ ] You don't read.
[x] You shop at walmart.
[x] You think this survey is rather biased.
Total: 2.5


...I'm a mix between British, Australian, and Canadian. Kind of a weird combination, eh? :\

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