Believing in a Perfect Lie

I'm happy for you.
I'm glad you're finally happy
After all the suffering
I've been told I've put you through.
But you just don't seem to get
That you make me sick.
I have no feeling for you,
Because the person I knew
Changed and morphed.
I'll never see him again.
But the feelings that you made me have-
The ones of guilt, pain, worthlessness, longing -
That is what drives me to it.
The way you talked to me
When you said "you have no friends"
And the way you laughed
When I'm not there
Kills me.
You call her your baby.
Fine by me.
Just get one thing straight.
You will never hear from me again.
So quit your playing
And start realizing
How much you tear me apart when you ask me how I'm doing,
Then walk away.
There's a lie in every belief.
You were the lie
In my belief that maybe,
Just maybe,
I had a chance to fall in love
And have that perfect relationship.
I was the cog in the machine
That prevented my heart from seeing who really stood around me.
Blindness in a crowd is acceptable.
But if you are blind
When you are alone,
You are blind forever.
There is a lie in every belief.
And I was the fool for believing in you.